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Monday, November 29, 2010

Evaporating Thoughts

I have a fire,  

no! a storm,
no! a butterfly,
no! finally a frog in my head; leaping from one idea to the other
...and my typing speed though pretty fast is unable to catch up on the speed of my changing thoughts...transitional! ...they are not related to each other at all..
i want to do a million..
no! a zillion
...things at this one time...I know I want to; and I know I can, but "how!"... is not the question here with google just an alt+tab away...the 'how' part of it is already worked upon...
"what first?" is a nice question...coz when trying to think of it...my mind has already drifted to an even mightier thought belittling the one i wanted to work upon...
why is this?
is it anxiousness...or hyperactivity of thoughts?
OR
do i need a pill to put my mind to rest...but why?
the creative thoughts within me can't be so mercilessly treated and murdered...by a PILL...no! i might as well just pen it down...oh gosh! i need to type even rapidly...they are escaping my mind...

no! catch them...
they are vital to me...
extremely vital...
they build me...
i will collapse...
please get them...
oh, my thots! 
i cant release u! 
not so soon! 
i own u! 
plz listen to me...
u can't go away like this...are u? 
did you? 
no, i know u CAN'T and you AIN'T
...escaping my mind 
...coz i want to concretize u...
hey my thoughts are personified to reply...
coz they are mine! 
I have imagination enough to personify them and...
oh gosh! they replied: "we aint staying back as u dont treat us respectfully!"
well, that aint true...
"yes, it is! coz u love ur thougths but dont respect them by PROCRASTINATING!"
But...I...No...Wait! 
...Alas! they disappeared!

here i am! calm, patient, back again to the tick-tock speed of the clock...i feel the clock has lost its pace..time has slowed down..it can never match the cyclonic speed of my thoughful mind...leaving me thoughtless now...

Sigh! itz over! the turmoil in my mind is over to now begin the turmoil in my heavy heart that badly needs to seek the creative outside to be accumulated to satiate my creative insides...

i want to concretize my thoughts and so i end this with not a period but a three dot continuation..i need to work upon my thoughts...will get back to you Diaryben! 

...after clearing the first task in hand...Lights (illuminating bright thoughts in my head), Camera (my eyes who need to spot the right track to heed my words) and ACTION...my task at hand..bye! i got to finish this...(as promised i am leaving behind the three dots..coz life continues, thoughts continue...​and so do I...

PS: 
Catch your Thoughts...Seemingly Free, BUT Priceless